LONG STORY
So yeah i just wanted to talk about it really, As some may know i had to have emergency surgery in early 2015 because of some rare shit that had been making me sick for the past 3 years before that. after this surgery it was incredibly hard to get myself motivated, to get to school and such.
Bit of backstory : *I live with my mother and brother and my whole other side of my family lives quite far away from me. And i find it incredibly hard to talk to my father, i wasn't abused or anything he's just a hard man to talk to.*
And because of me not going to school and failing school i got quite depressed for a while, i ended up finishing the year and not passing, But i begged the school to allow me to go forward. They allowed me to and i am still failing still not going to school and i haven't told my father or otherside of the family any of this until today. I decided to drop out of school and start an pre trade course in electrical engineering i called my father today and told him everything, about how hard it was for me after my surgery and how i can't deal with it anymore.
After a good talk he said he understands, He supports me and i feel as if a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders, this pressure has been going on since jan 2015 up until now and i finally talked to my dad. And he says i should do what i want, if i cant handle school anymore then this course im going into is a good option. And now im writing this feeling so much pressure off of me.
Tl;Dr Lied to family about how im doing for over a year finally told the truth today and dropped out of school to do a 42 week course, Lots of pressure and stress off me.
Some people may laught at me or taunt me about it, however im happy that i finally sorted this out.
If anyone is having family issues or just needs someone to talk to add me and send me a message im happy to talk with anyone now that i feel so much better. Someone to talk to can help tremendously.
Shoutout to Vinyl and Hello World for being babes.
So yeah i just wanted to talk about it really, As some may know i had to have emergency surgery in early 2015 because of some rare shit that had been making me sick for the past 3 years before that. after this surgery it was incredibly hard to get myself motivated, to get to school and such.
Bit of backstory : *I live with my mother and brother and my whole other side of my family lives quite far away from me. And i find it incredibly hard to talk to my father, i wasn't abused or anything he's just a hard man to talk to.*
And because of me not going to school and failing school i got quite depressed for a while, i ended up finishing the year and not passing, But i begged the school to allow me to go forward. They allowed me to and i am still failing still not going to school and i haven't told my father or otherside of the family any of this until today. I decided to drop out of school and start an pre trade course in electrical engineering i called my father today and told him everything, about how hard it was for me after my surgery and how i can't deal with it anymore.
After a good talk he said he understands, He supports me and i feel as if a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders, this pressure has been going on since jan 2015 up until now and i finally talked to my dad. And he says i should do what i want, if i cant handle school anymore then this course im going into is a good option. And now im writing this feeling so much pressure off of me.
Tl;Dr Lied to family about how im doing for over a year finally told the truth today and dropped out of school to do a 42 week course, Lots of pressure and stress off me.
Some people may laught at me or taunt me about it, however im happy that i finally sorted this out.
If anyone is having family issues or just needs someone to talk to add me and send me a message im happy to talk with anyone now that i feel so much better. Someone to talk to can help tremendously.
Shoutout to Vinyl and Hello World for being babes.