[BAN CHANGED] Help meh please ur my only hope

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So I have had some time to think about this, what I did was extremely wrong and immature to do, all I wanted was to people to have fun on the server and stay on but I made some dumb decisions. I think over the last couple of weeks I have had some time to reflect on my actions while I have been ct banned and read the rules multiple times to know what I can and cannot do as CT and feel like I'm ready to rejoin the ct team. I also feel like the ban was a little bit harsh as it was 12-1 in the morning and only 4 people where on at the max and I was just doing the things they wanted me to do which were like free days and hg in confined spaces ect.. (pretty sure magi saw it in the logs)  and the majority were having fun from what I interpreted. I have tried extremely hard to play a lot on the server to get those hours down but I'm finding it very difficult as that I love rebelling and I always die lol. but how the ct ban works is that I have to be alive not just on the server to count so the majority of my time in dead waiting to respawn when I'm on. I spoke to Katsu about the matter and he said he would be fine with getting me un ct banned I guess its up to you now Magikarp  if you feel I'm ready thanks.