So, my anxiety is actually fucking my asshole right now, as of writing this I'm still shaking and feel like throwing up. Basically this is whats been going on since 2012. Basically my parents broke up in 2012 in July, my life has honestly been ruined ever since. I know a lot of parents break up and that isn't a big deal but the fact that my dad (and his new girlfriend for no reason) takes everything out on me, is well, pretty fucking stupid. So I've been neglected, mentally abused, emotionally abused, and occasionally physically ever since. In 2012 I was really upset and I feel like it was my fault that they broke up because I used to say I hated my dad, and told my mum to leave him, etc. But yeah when they actually broke up I hated it. My dad gave me the choice to live with him, or my mum, I chose him because I'm the type of shy person that couldn't say no back then so I chose to live with him, at the time I believed it was the right choice and I've been hating it ever since. He is thousands of dollars in debt, and never has a fucking hold on life so fuck stability, hey. After choosing to live with him he was addicted to illicit substances, his kidneys were "fucking up" and yeah. But that was bullshit, (aside from the illicit substances, that sadly was true.) He's always been the type of person fueled by anger, and this is why he is such a toxic person. Afterwards we finally got a house (renting), and we ended up doing alright, until he decided that drugs were more important than rent and we were eventually homeless. Then we were staying at other peoples houses for a year and ended up going into a motel for 6 months (we didn't have to pay for it.) Oh yeah and while we were staying at other peoples houses, I basically lost all my shit, from people stealing it, my dad pawning it, or this one time when I was removed from someones house and they kept everything aside from the clothes I had on, geez drugs are great (note the sarcasm.) I know this is a bit of a rant that you might not really give a fuck about, but meh. So after this we got moved into a block of flats and that ended up okay(ish). I was okay at this point, but then my dad gets this girlfriend (his ex from 20 years back) she was extremely violent back then apparently, and is pretty much no different aside from the fact that she is violent mentally. She doesn't like children and never has so she doesn't care for me whatsoever and basically punishes me for nothing (such as using electricity in her house to charge my phone which is kinda important). Anywho he's been with her for a bit over a year now and I hated it. But today he pushed it and fucking threw my phone at a wall, which bent it out of shape, literally SHATTERED the screen and it is unfixable. One thing I can say that is good, is at least he's off the drugs.

So as of today I am living with my mum (we are currently couch surfing) which kinda sucks but is a lot better than the situation from before. I will have a lot more Internet now at least though. (Probably) C:
(note couch surfing is hard with a dog that doesn't stop barking)


Long story short, my dad neglects me, wants nothing to do with me, and I'm now living with my mum.

New Rule Suggestion:

CT41: The WARDEN cannot place beams on GUARDS to make them purposely bait.

This is so wardens can't make them bait on purpose for them to be killed.
That's all thx

n8 would know all about this!!!

Well i havent used fourms since early surf soooooo...

Hey guys its ya boy Chappo here.
I am 15 and a male
I play csgo

Hope i am good at this game

I don't know what to think of life, I don't know what to think of existence, I don't know what to think of this....

The ultimate meme

You may get a possible erection (Click to View)

Hello everyone my name is Amy

"Things about me" I'm a girl my name is Amy, I live in Sydney. I'm currently in year 12 and the server I play is Jailbreak I have donated $10 and most likely gonna donate more.

There is a bit to know about me, hope to see you around

Hey everyone

This is my second admin application for JB. Please if you haven't seen me in a while, don't use my previous application to comment on here, Thank you.

Why Should I Be Admin?

I believe I should be admin because I am a trustworthy person in and out of jail-break. I am very active on the forums and + jailbreak (11000+ minutes) On Jail-break I try to help out the community with there needs and try to help out when no admins online.

What I Have Worked On Since Previous Application


- Enforcing rules, The main reason my previous application was denied was because of not enforcing the rules as much as an admin should do. This has been my main focus for the time being and I feel I have done well with this job.

- Becoming a lot more active, I have gone from 6000 minutes to 11000+ minutes since last application.

Last Words

All feedback is greatly apreciated to help me grow as a person and to become a better admin. I am hoping during my trial phase (If I get the chance) that I will prove myself even more than what I do today.

+ I know my age is still quite young to be admin.

EDIT: Going to quickly add this at 8:02 pm NZ time: I feel that my trial would be a great time for me to prove myself if I get the chance

Cheers, @"KinG"  

Hello Everyone!

I am Nero I am Introducing myself to the whole community. I have been playing on the surf and jailbreak for a while but Im not on jailbreak all the time. But Yeah Im A Surf Lord.

Im Vip on Surf and have heaps of minutes (2136)

Im a Developer on Gmod and I code mostly DarkRP, TTT, Murder and Deathrun

Thats All Folks!

? i like this thread

Do you have to have permission to be "Nazi?" Because I have had several Wardens saying that I don't have permission.

Thx

-Pepe Doge

Hello Guys! My Name is PepeDoge, and today I'm just going to introduce myself. I am an upcoming CS:GO player and enjoy playing Jailbreak, Combat Surf, and Skill Surf.    My current MM rank is SE (soon to be SEM) and like playing on Cache, Mirage, Overpass, Dust 2, and Nuke. I either play the Awping or B site position and tend to play well in both of those areas (even though I'm a silver ).

I'm pretty decent at Combat Surf normally ranging between rank 70-40. I enjoy playing on Dust 2, greatriver, Ski 2 Go, and rebel scaz. (I don't blu-tac)

I LOVE Jailbreak atm and kinda addicted. I prefer playing CT but what i love the most about Jailbreak is LR. I tend to choose Gun toss or shot for shot.

Well, that's really all you need to know about me (CS:GO wise). Hope to see you around!

-PepeDoge