Well fuck me (Long story)

[Ownaj]

Yeah i had the same feeling towards my dad; not being able to say no to him. I feel where you are coming from bro. Atleast you are away from that toxic environment and i hope things get better for you and your ma.
Good luck bro, one thing you could do is literally grind out as much schoolwork as you can. Take your mind off everything else and try be the best you can with what you have.