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**PhoeniX** · 13-09-2017/10:00 PM

I'd wank to that, but this one would be gold,

**Forgotten** · 16-09-2017/04:03 PM

(13-09-2017/12:24 PM)Sir Lagalot Wrote: @"lil bro" ok ok it's true. I didn't want to tell you guys because I knew you'd bully me about it I confess, I am Neo's transgender sister.

Until I was about four or five I didn’t know I wasn’t a girl, to be honest with you. One of my earliest memories, about five years old, was being yelled at by a teacher for going to the toilet with the girls. About the same age I realised I was different to these other boys. At the age of nine I refused to have my hair cut. I didn’t have it cut until I was 16, because having it cut was such a torment to me.

School was extremely difficult. I got bullied a lot. I was picked on for being too thin, for being feminine, for not liking football, for hanging round with girls, for having long hair. They mocked everything they could think of in terms of gender and sexuality.

I learned what trans meant through YouTube. I knew how I felt but I didn’t know there was a term for it. I was basically just trying to Google what I felt. A lightbulb went off in my head and I thought, this explains all the issues I’ve had as long as I can remember.

Then when I started surfing on invex I was ashamed of myself. I was scared that I wouldn't be accepted because of my sexuality. That's why I hid it from all of you. When my sister, neo, started playing on the server I was scared that she would let something slip. I guess even with all the precautions I took you guys still found out.

I hope you guys won't judge me too hard now that you know. I was just trying to protect myself from the hate